November 26, 2023

Title: The Master Controller
Committee Suit

I am the master controller.

I am the one who fixes, figures it all out, over prepares, over plans, inquires, reviews, manages and works urgently to understand everyone and everything around me.

I am really good at controlling my situations and surroundings to keep everything together and under control. Otherwise I feel like I’d fall apart.

Underneath this PhD manager is a very young tender young one who feels fragmented and left to fend for herself.

Understanding and figuring things out helps her to avoid the abandoned, rejected little one underneath it all.